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Vesper and Astarion
Vesper and astarion's relationship has always been an interesting one for me, because I've always known exactly how Vesper sees him but I've waffled a bit on how exactly astarion sees them. I think I've finally settled now.
Vesper looks down on astarion, and has from pretty much the beginning of their acquaintance. They consider him an easily led dupe and lend him very little thought beyond that. He's useful and that's all there is to it. They convince him not to ascend not out of any real feeling for him or the other spawn, but because they have no interest in raising up a new power in their city which they (at the time this all happens) fully plan to rule. As far as they're concerned, they're acting to preventing a possible future problem.
Astarion, I think, never really quite knows what to make of Vesper. Originally I had thought he tried to seduce them and they turned him down flat but in the end I like this idea much better (and it fits closer to game canon). Vesper is a monster, the sort absolutely willing to kill and use people for their own ends. A dangerous and powerful sort, and just the kind of person that he's looking to use for protection early on in the game. But I don't think that astarion ever quite figures that out because they're such a different sort of monster than the ones he's used to. Vesper is something like an ambush predator - they see no reason to be casually cruel and generally remain unfailingly polite, even helpful, right up until they decide to strike (they see no reason to tip their hand before they're ready). So that results in long stretches of traditionally "good" behavior interspersed with acts of incredible violence. Astarion, especially early on, reads this pattern of behavior as Vesper having "potential" but not taking it far enough to be worthwhile (mechanically, the gain/loss pattern keeps his approval middling).
As the game enters act two and early act three, I think he can feel some of their disdain, detect that something isn't right there. Something about their act two conversation about controlling the brain sits oddly with him and the feeling comes back with more force after the bhaalspawn reveal. I don't know that he's ever able to put a pin in exactly what about those conversations feels odd to him but I think he does cobble together some understanding of the fact that Vesper is putting on a show (much like he is) and that he doesn't want to get a peek under their mask (what he's picking up on is the very dismissive way they speak to him, especially during the conversation about controlling the brain where they're agreeing with all his points but have no intention of sharing that power with him). But they're powerful and he needs powerful allies, so he shrugs it off until after the cazador and brain situations are resolved and then is happy enough to leave when circumstances pull them apart. I don't believe either of them makes any effort to keep in touch after the events of the game.
These two are interesting to me because I don't think there's ever a world where they really get along or ever become friends. Their whole deals are just completely incompatible. Vesper tends towards a very subtle sort of power where astarion is used to people who flex their power much, much more openly. It makes total sense that he wouldn't see them for what they are, but that only further drives Vesper's dismissal of him. His attempts to manipulate them worsen things even further, because as far as they're concerned it's simply another display of how dismally out of his league he is here. And it makes total sense that astarion would react the way he does because of his history and Vesper's personality is such that they would always react with contempt. It's two people who are aiming completely past one another. I do think it showcases Vesper's cruelty and habit of treating people they see as "lesser" or not properly "their" people like things or problems to be solved. They're so, so willing to use people after so long leading the temple of Bhaal and that becomes very apparent here.
#Vesper#dark urge#bg3#Companion relationships bg3#I want to be clear here that Vesper is not a good person and they don't treat people well#But it's in such a polite and manipulative way that many never notice#They always sound so reasonable#They're so very good at justifying it
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No thoughts. Head empty. Gortash being the only person in the world to love and care for Durge both as Bhaal's Chosen and as an amnesiac hero only.
#bg3#durge#enver gortash#durgetash#like i love the party sososososo much but they (understandably) would NOT have loved and cared for durge if they met them as bhaal's chosen#(to be very clear that is an extremely fair and justified position for them to take but it's still a thing)#and the bhaalists only show durge anything approaching affection so long as they're a good little fantasy antichrist#gortash is the ONLY one who looks at both versions of durge and says 'yes you are someone i care for and i want to stay at your side'
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If there's one thing I've respectively noticed from Zionists and defenders of Israeli war crimes, it's that every source, argument and potential avenue to explore each explanation is riddled with cherry picking, moving the goalposts and mental gymnastics to explain why their conclusions, which typically are barely even related to the sources they use, somehow overshadow literal reality and what we see with our own eyes.
While scrolling, one example I came across was the repetitive misrepresentation of BLM, antifa and quotes from Martin Luther King Jr, as well as statistics, scholarly journal articles and government website information. These are all good sources, yet every single time they're mangled completely until the only possible "interpretation" of any of them is "well Israel is right to defend itself after shorting rockets beforehand because the retaliation was brutal and all Arabs are bad by default therefore". As if any of these sources are even about individual exceptions of Israel versus hatred towards Arabs.
I think what I find most absurd, as someone in the middle of their own studies, is how every bit of critical thinking and logic goes out the window as they do every single thing possible to do what professors worldwide say NOT to do when evaluating sources. It's like watching a race to see who can tangle and misconstrue scientific information to fit their world view the fastest. Then said people say "um actually I studied at university before so it's actually not wrong that I'm doing this exact this everyone is warned not to do because I have a permit". Ignorance I can forgive, but willful and arrogant manipulation? That's another thing entirely.
#zionism#my gods y'all need to get a grip and start remembering that confirmation bias exists#and y'all use sources continually in this way while just generally having so much bs of presenting How To Not Use My Own Sources#or actually to be more correct you clearly do know you just choose not to because you'd rather be justified in resource theft and profit#Like the while tome it's been about either material gain or feeling good about yourself while you shit on strangers#and then I also see y'all make other accounts ro harass random Arabs for fun and random queers who aren't even related like#the fuck is wrong with y'all go sit down and think about why you all do this pointless bs#it's such a waste of your own life spending it looking for fights to help with your bottomless insecurities#Israel#fuck israel#long live palestine#like you can say hamas was bad all you like it doesn't actually change the situation and what y'all have been doing for 76 years#and actually longer but y'all arent ready for that conversation and how Zionists butchered Jews and helped Nazi Germany historically#like sorry that Was a thing that happened and if you want to label yourselves as The Sacred Protectors of Jews then you have to face that#Pretending history didn't happen isn't helpful to anyone including yourselves y'all just making Zionism look even worse and like idiocy#I mean it is but you all aren't helping yourselves by being literal holocaust deniers#and being like “but Zionists saved Jews afterwards” as if that somehow erases the fact they ALSO helped the Nazis#like history is full of contradictory bullshit so when you say “but what about this” you know that doesn't erase the other things right??#“That's worse. You DO see how that's worse right?”#I'm shaking you all and yelling this like it is WORSE that they killed Jews and then started playing the saviour and fellow victims#You do see how that is really bad for Jews today to be in a place created for political power plays and material gain through any means#like you see how that could be REALLY dangerous for Jews if they're that expendable to Zionist entities and the government#and you do realise that is literally what we are seeing from the actions of said government#and how they acting sadly very predictablely when you consider the historical contexts for its existence?#People who research this shit aren't surprised because it happens every single year and has been happening for centuries -#- before Israel the holocaust etc. It's been like this for as long as political Zionism and the French Revolution#It's been going on since pre Marxism and pre a lot of differing things but y'all pretend Zionists haven't ever harmed Jews ever when -#- there's a long history of internal conflict and in fighting that formed modern Zionism and plenty of internalised antisemetism within it#Yeah there's a genuine desire for return to the land (Not Own It just return and live peacefully)#but that is very very different to Political Zionism that formed as a socialist nationalist movement
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Questionable Images 1/2 - The Question #8 (1987)
#book club#the question#vic sage#dc comics#comics#questionable images#another one of my favorite issues#here you can see vic talk about second chances and get fucked up on drugs#also it contains at least two jokes about vic having no face. higher than there have been so far!#but seriously this issue is really fantastix#it shows you what someone who fights fire like fire is doing in the town of hub city#as well as discussing how 'innocence' can be subjective...#dr spaulding is one of my favorite one off antagonists. hes not cartoonishly evil or anything like a lot of the others.#you can see his motivations and you can see how his morals somehow justify this (while being hypocritical)#and yet you are able to look at it and decide how you feel about his actions & decide what it means when someone is 'innocent'#it forces you to ask yourself how much a person can do before they're irreparably guilty. and whether theres a balance to it.#100 good deeds might outweigh 100 bad deeds. or they don't. and every moment decides whether you're 'innocent' or not on its own.#and at the end you have to ask yourself whether spaulding deserved that. DID the punishment fit the crime? why him and not vic?#it brings up moral issues you maybe didn't think about before.#very very good issue... one i often think about.#WHY WONT TUMBLR LET ME MOVE THESE PICTURES AROUND IM GOING TO EXPLODE#no one is guilty except whoever at tumblr made this impossible
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Hello my dears, New day, new horrendous Chrome UI update. 🎉🎉🎉
Fear not, even while they removed the flags from the settings which permitted to disable it in previous waves, and really want you to use their new UI, and really do act like a bully who just doesn't accept the word 'no'— there's still a way to disable it :)
thanks reddit user diegounion 🤍
Basically you right click the icon of the chrome wherever you usually use it, this guide will be for taskbar, under the cut other locations if you need :)
1.CLOSE ALL CHROME WINDOWS!! 2.Right click the chrome icon on the taskbar:
2.right click the chrome line again and click "properties"
3.inside the tab "shortcut" on the target/destination line, you must add the disabling of the new update in the following manner:
You will see this written: "C:\Program Files\Google\Chrome\Application\chrome.exe" you will need to add, with a space, this: --disable-features=CustomizeChromeSidePanel It'll end up like this: "C:\Program Files\Google\Chrome\Application\chrome.exe" --disable-features=CustomizeChromeSidePanel 4.Apply and it's fixed, cheers :)
copy pasted from reddit for the other chrome shortcut locations:
If you have Chrome pinned to the start menu, open Windows Explorer and navigate here: C:\ProgramData\Microsoft\Windows\Start Menu\Programs When you find the Chrome icon, repeat the six steps. If you have Chrome on your desktop, you do the same, repeat the six steps.
#I will not have my day ruined by this. Honestly what the hell. The community been actively and aggressively giving bad feedback#And finding ways to disable it from day one. SO THEY JUST REMOVED THE FLAGS TO DISABLE IT???#But good for us they're not very good at coding-- are they? if they leave a karkin backdoor in the code.... 🤦🏻♀️#Chrome#Chrome UI#chrome refresh 2023#ChromeRefresh2023#Chrome Update#Kark them :)#I hope it helped save someone's day because that UI is a crime against all that is holy. They all deserve to be fired.#When you get such bad feedback--- you change it or cancel it-- you don't force feed it down the throats of people. wow.#I hate this mentality so much. So damn aggressive.#Why change something that people are used to and have no issues with???? Instead of adding new helpful features they just want to make#it look like they're working and justify their ridiculous salaries for essentially doing nothing...#this is something I personally dislike. The whole 'i'll visually alter and move thing so my boss sees work being done' without actually#doing anything at all????
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#close up!! because i firstly Did Not render them with such insanity in order for tumblr's lack of general resolution to make it blur#look at all the lines!!! teehee i still really really like this style of digital painting it's super super fun to do!!! and also secondly#because i went back and added a tag ramble and as i seem to often be doing??? lately?? reached the 30 tag limit and went 'hm ok how else..'#anyway the tag essay on that one is now up and talks about the artwork generally and miscellaneous thoughts!! that said. i need a space to#ramble about beatrix at Length because look you don't draw and paint etc a character for like ten hours without having a lot of thoughts#anyways ! i digress terrifically. tag rambles are more like trains of thoughts masquerading as subways and you get on and it's unfortunately#a rollercoaster track. but this is My Blog and i can do Whatever I Want as long as i don't hurt anyone <- affirmations!! also Harm Principle#lately it's been like *kicks up feet* *opens tumblr tags* *treats it as own personal journal* and tbh Good for me!! anyways back to beatrix#fun fact ! the thing that pushed me over the edge to go watch the musical after looking through the tumblr tag was a very specific poll.#and the fact that the winning option was blue hair and pronouns made me double over laughing so hard i had to go see the source material#mm i feel like lately the academic Context has been tossing me essentially into a blender HAHA ;-; so everyone in adamandi is to some extent#a Mood. but bea-specific (haha be specific)(sorry!)(wow this is the same reaction mechanism of my friend who points out innuendos)(...)#i think it's the wanting to prove herself. like from the whole abuela etc thing there's proof here she's got a Stable Support System of sort#and instead what beatrix continues to do is push themselves. 'i guess u could say i'm married to my work? god that's depressing' // no one#here to enforce that // abuela tells me to rest says i'm constantly stressed and i'll just get depressed like before but i still have to try#like. that shred of desperation that pushes you to the brink to neglect yourself (well i guess physically but also your morals..) and like!!#the whole 'lose half your soul thing' proves she's self aware!! like they know what they're doing is super dubious yknow! but they're still#they're still doing it even if it goes into conflict with their morality system in a way and then they justify it to themselves (see pt 1#of ghostwriter) and the whole wanting to achieve at all costs Despite the self awareness. (i think? this aspect also applied to quincy. but#thoughts on him will come later). more beatrix specific also is the fact that they genuinely adore their work.. 'i just love it here where#you know they'll be printing forever and you are just part of it' because that does kind of resonate with me. also the being behind in the#competition is real!!! i'm maybe talking about Art as a subject because that same drive for it exists on my good days i think. even#even when nothing seems to be going right and you've ended up at the back the intent passion inherent in what you do is still there!!!#the genuine. care she has for reporting. is so !!!!! to me... other beatrix thoughts include 'why reveal yourself at the end' aka vincent's#'u should have stayed silent u had a smart plan' like rip to them but i would not // it feels with bea's complex character i can't imagine h#her Not doing that. like the guilt is real i guess. and i am running out of tags but! smth also about her fervent hope or smth that she'll#eventually get to where she wants. and the resilient determination.. 'i won't let their deaths be pointless there's more good i'm gonna do'#they're so so real for that. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing; seeing myself reflected in aspects of characters like this.. but it's#it's there regardless. smth smth just make your peace with the person you are ig!! tldr beatrix campbell my beloved. hehe#adamandi
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rewatching laid-back camp was a good idea… camping is not for me, but this anime still makes me crave going outside, travelling, exploring new places and enjoying the slower moments with good food and a nice book, especially during the cold seasons.
#from the title i assumed the whole show would be a very summery affair#but most of it does take place in autumn/winter#the characters are also all incredibly cute and fun without feeling like they're pandering to an otaku audience#the friendships and even the main sibling relationship feel real and just refreshingly wholesome#and not as sugary sweet and put-on as they often do in these types of anime#which comes with the unfortunate side effect of really making me feel my friendless loser status#still it’s a nice and comfortable watch#and i feel less apprehensive about spending so much money on our upcoming trip#just being away from it all is good for me#especially physically so i can’t even being to contemplate sacrificing an off-day to go to work because there’s always oh so much to do#i know this from experience#but justifying it is always an ordeal
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FINALLY finished my outline for prodigal son it’s going to end up way longer than i planned </3
#there’s so much i’m trying to get across without making it ridiculously long#i’m like. trying to make it clear that malc isn’t the driving force here#because he’s a bit older than jamie and jamie’s only eighteen and pretty sheltered so it could seem dodgy#and don't get me wrong i'm not going to NOT write something just because it's objectively shady especially for ttoi#but it’s not like malcolm swoops in and initiates everything. that wouldn't fit the characters#jamie’s a determined wee shit and he’s fucking relentless when he wants to be#it’s more a case of malcolm caving and agreeing to let him into His World as it were#and jamie’s always had this anger and this rebellious streak that leaves him susceptible to doing shady shit#he’s not a kid he’s making his own decisions malc’s just here for the ride#and also like. jamie SEEMS like he’s losing his faith at points but it’s actually getting stronger#i don’t want it to seem like he’s given up god for the sake of following malcolm#he’s just making peace with the fact that his god and the christian god don’t align too well#it's kind of like. malcolm is partly helping him be more honest and brave and do some good in the world#but he's also partly (mostly unknowingly) being a genuinely bad influence too#but all the bad shit jamie's going to end up doing comes from himself. it was already there#because i see jamie and malc as huge enablers for each other. it's their whole thing#and i think it's interesting to show them in my fic being (for the time) very radical and rebellious#and it stems from a genuine desire to a) do good in the world and help people and b) break themselves out of the working class bubble#but by the time they reach canon that has manifested into something quite horrible#their rebellion and radicalism is now used to do bad things that don't even justify the end goal anymore#and now they've broken out the working class bubble they're just playing into the toxic westminster mindset#because that's the only way you survive in the game (or at least in malcolm's case. he ends up with no spine)#because he's willing to abandon his principles if it keeps him and the party in power#and at some point down the line the good intentions get lost to his own ego and need for control#anyway i'm normal#ttoi
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i really want to sit down and make a proper Real lore doc for these goobers and not just the paragraphs of shtuff from whatever-ago, but like....... (buries myself underneath the dirt) lazy!!!!!!!
#i literally forgot to mention in dvorak's profile that they act like that because they believe they're the chosen one lmaoooo (stupid)#bro thought they were above morality and standards! cringe! out here like ''i will do literally everything in my power to learn at any cost#''chosen one'' like. ''oh yeah i am allowed to defy anything because i learn and i chart things on behalf of the atlas and i am Good At It'#they're *almost* -null- esque but like...#omg they would HATE -null- so much LMAOOO good thing they do NOT cross paths#i mean dvorak is still convergent and i dont think has that much exposure to the anomalies/travellers#at least not to the degree that the player character traveller does so idk!#also unlike -null- dvorak learns the power of friendship and is just like#perpetually in Atonement Mode now. they did some really fucked up stuff and then realized#uh. maybe that was not good! and not justified! even though you thought it was! bestie. your devotion was dangerous and harmful!#pre-redemption dvorak would have probably literally stripped teluya for parts and prodded at their corruption#post-redemption dvorak is extremely overprotective of teluya and more or less plays Doctor for them.#tbf teluya's corruption takes technological form but also is physically present inside of their chassis through potentially biomechanical-#-means so it's not like this is unwarranted (SORRY FOR THE GROSS TELUYA LORE THEY'RE WEIRD!!) but dvorak is So careful#they have to be lest they trip the sleeping corruption and just cause a complete overwrite of teluya's conscience inside of the chassis#science win! this anxious blue critter is a (figurative) ticking time bomb#anyway considering their shady awful past they're very knowledgeable on all sorts of things#including but not limited to korvax life cycles and by this i mean the return to the echoes#i feel like a part of their atonement would revolve around them facilitating the ease of returning for those at the end of their life#so some kind of korvax psychopomp of sorts. it's a good way to atone considering the... everything#ANYWAYYYY I COULD TALK FOREVER ABOUT THEM (them being dvorak but them being the trio)
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considering putting a murderbot cameo in this bc it would be very funny. They would both immediately clock the other and spend the entire time trading "I know what you are" stares while ushering their wards away from the other
#whispers#N-8 would have a very justified freakout of#Oh this person has a modified sec unit so they're rich but sus maybe thats good for m- OH FUCK ITS ROGUE AND IS GLARING AT ME#While MB is like. I could crush this hidden droid easily but I would still like it Not Near My Human please
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People need to practice minding their own damn business
Don't come into people's inboxes giving unsolicited advice or criticizing their personal stuff. Don't reblog somebody's posts saying how much you hate it and their opinions.
Don't like somebody's characterisation, AUs or the kind of art they post? It might even annoy you?
Okay, cool. Go make your own post. Block them. Be a little hater about it to your friends. It's good for your soul!
But don't be goddamn rude to people. Don't make it their problem.
"I don't like what this artist likes mah mah mah"
Here's a wild idea;
Artists...don't need to cater to you. You are not entitles to their work. Nobody on the internet should coddle you and post only stuff you like.
Shocker, I know.
#thylacines can talk#Yes this is about PK#When you like an antagonist people expect you to be a negative nancy 24/7 and put a disclaimer everytime you make something with them about#how much they suck as a person#Guess what! Having to shittalk your fave all the time to not risk being 'that kind of fan'...isnt fun. It's miserable even!#Anmoying as fuck too! Yes I know he did this unforgivable thing. I'm not an idiot. That's why I like PK. Fucker's got nuance#Is he a bad person? Absolutely. Will I talk about him being a bad person and the horrible things he did? Also yes. When I want to. It's#very fun to explore that part of the story and how it influenced their victims. Will I give you a fucking essay on why he's a bad person#everytime I want to post something funny or lighthearted about him? No. Piss off.#I cannot only focus on angst and heart-wrenching part of the story. I also like to make stuff of the lighthearted parts of my AUs.#And I don't feel like writing down an entire disclaimer and breakdown of how PK's and WL's redemption arcs went to justify it#Having to constantly put disclaimers to justify you liking a morally grey and bad characters is EXHAUSTING. Only being able to talk about#this character with someone when it proteins to how awful they are is EXHAUSTING.#YES they're bad people. But going into peoples dms or inbox or tags and talking to them about how ugly and bad and evil their fave is#exhausting to deal with and NOT fun. Like I. KNOW. LIKE LET ME LIKE A DEEPLY FLAWED NUANCED FUCKED UP CHARACTER IN PEACE WITHOUT HAVING TO#ALWAYS PUT A DISCLAIMER OUT THERE ABOUT HOW AWFUL THEY ARE. GOOD GOD.#It's especially annoying because I like characterisation of PK that is very morally grey. To me purely evil and not compassionate PK is#fun...in a short run. I much prefer a man whos riddled with guilt over what he did even if he believed it to be necessary evil and who dies#Because of his regret. I love the idea of a father who sacrificed his own children so that no parent had to lose their own. And the tragedy#of him deeply loving PV and still doing what he did. A good person who was faced with an impossible choice and committed unspeakable#cruelty for what he believed to be the greater good. A man who doesnt believe he's deserving of redemption not forgiveness and who doomed#himself. I like a nuanced morally grey PK with LAYERS. Treating him as a purely evil uncaring person who never loved his children sucks ALL#the fun out of him for me. And don't get me wrong I LOVE villains who are evil for evil's sake. I LOVE old school Disney villains who are#scumbags just because they can be and have a little bit a swag to it. But PK just. Isn't that kind of villain to me.#I don't even like calling him a villain. An antagonist? Maybe. A morally grey character that kicked off the entire story with his one act#of unspeakable cruelty? Yup. But I don't see him as the villain of HK.#Wow that was a long rant#Well I got that out of my system at least#I love the Pale King and I could talk for HOURS about why I love him as a character and about his actions. It's just tiring when I have to#do it to justify myself and my lighthearted content of him.
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Well to solve your last issue, 67 words this time? 😉
He directs a wry look her way but agrees to leave her in the company of the two men who were now circling the car with exaggerated appreciation.
Carrie waves Luke and Willie back to allow Henry room to leave. “It’s like you’ve never seen a town car before. Do you not use drivers?”
“Hm? No. We drive ourselves,” Luke explains, gesturing toward a nearby car. Carrie didn’t even know cars this old could still be on the road, if she was being entirely honest.
send a number and i'll add that many words to a wip
#honestly carrie doesn't appreciate classic cars enough#and it's very hard to not fall down a rabbit hole of building exactly the car that willie and luke drive/making sure it exists#for those who care it's currently a '64 ford fairlane 2 door with bucket seats and is probably baby blue but i'm not 100% decided on that#but CARRIE DOESN'T CARE so i can't actually write about it#and no they did not build it themselves#they used rockstar money#but they're all still them and weren't willing to splurge on true collectables that they'd never be able to justify putting on the road#they have this and alex's mom van#because that man absolutely appreciates a good sliding door#especially with a kid#i haven't decided how reggie commutes yet cuz i don't think he can bus but i also don't think he'd drive#maybe they're close enough he can walk#idk#enjoy my rambles#ANYWAY#THANK YOU!#answered ask#ask game#wip ask game#nobody writes
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The Otto and Kallen conversation, the dynamic they had, the push towards invention, the wine, the impossibility of letting them die, and the problematic of choice that entails, reminds me so much of Blade and Baiheng
#Otto does the push and pull about choice and death and giving back her choice on his own#In Blade's case there's Jingliu as the other side so to speak#but wow are there echoes of Otto and Kallen in Blade and Baiheng#It further justifies the way Jingliu's and Luocha's stories are linked#They're so good. I'm loving Otto a lot#Kallen's 'even if defiance is all it will be' or something is so good#Her last words unheard by him are so good too. They remind me of that one scene in which Hea.thcliff leaves#But it also works so well with Otto taking the choice from her even if he comes to regret it#I feel I have so much to say. I'm loving this#I feared I wouldn't like it as much as I wanted after so much time and expectation but I am. A lot#I talk too much#Now that I think of it the matter of choice/saving them in spite of their own desires even by becoming something their loved person harbors#(Otto ends up becoming/doing the very description of the Schicksal Kallen makes) is something Kiana and Mei also have#I love the way Mei's story parallels both Kevin and Otto‚ so the two main antagonists‚ but also the minor ones such as Owl#Soooo juicy#Otto knowing before she states it what Kallen will choose and Mei knowing what Kiana will choose ajfksbfk so good
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I've got a couple of days left in September when I want to squeeze in some time to finish a couple of books I was reading this month, and Inklings Challenge starts in a couple of days, so of course this was the perfect time to get obsessed with Victober and download a bunch of obscure Victorian books.
#i was in waiting-around situations today where youtube was a justifiable distraction#and unfortunately fell down a rabbit hole#i actually climbed out and threw together an october reading list i was pleased with#a couple of new things but also some things i was planning on reading anyway#some things to continue#some that need to go back to the library soon#almost all very short#i was stupidly proud of myself for coming up with a way to fill all five victober prompts with three books#including two i was planning to read anyway#but then i fell down the rabbit hole again#and downloaded a few more books#see the dangerous thing is that they're all free online#you can pick up books on a whim#and i have so very many whims#the idea is to have them available for future but be aware i likely won't read most of these#but of course now i'm excited for all of them#i need to put down the phone and go to bed and clear my head#but in good news i got the inklings teams posts formatted#i work the next two eves so i had to get it done now#and it's a good thing i was on the ball#because i always forget just how complicated that process is#everything in triplicate#this year all the software worked well thank goodness#no trouble with lost names or lopsided teams#it's just that there's a lot of sections of three different posts to pull together#so it's always more work than i'd expect#i'll still add names if people jump in btw#i just need to have the vast bulk of the work done in advamce
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some of the threads probably could've been handled better but as a whole I love alphinaud's HW character arc so much
#saint.txt#spoilers#major spoilers#ishgardposting#long post#in tags#the reason him being the mouthpiece for ish.gard at zenith annoys me so much is not just bc he robs esti.nien of a much-needed moment#but also bc alphi.naud should not be seeing himself in the ishg.ardians. he should be seeing himself in the *vault.*#HW spends most of its runtime explicitly forcing alphi.naud to see for himself the real actual cost of war after an entire series#of patches where he has played with soldier's lives like they're distant toys or tools and even then doesn't fully conceptualize it#until esti.nien extremely bluntly tells him he's sending someone he cares about into mortal peril like he's asking them to go to the store#as much as I hate it HW through sohm al directly challenges him bc he just blindly follows the ishg.ardian assumption that all#drav.anians are vicious and violent monsters hellbent on destroying poor innocent ish.gard and in his own complacency#he has directly participated in perpetuating the violence and war crimes committed against the drav.anians.#I don't want alphi.naud standing in for esti.nien to relay how badly the vault has betrayed its people#I want alphi.naud's threads to line up and for him to have a genuine realization that he has done a horrific act of violence to an innocent#party and have to struggle with what this means for his sense of self. He killed dragons in sohm al and justified it as self-defense.#alphi.naud should stand there at zenith and for all his conviction realize that he sees himself in the vault. bc he has directly sent#soldiers and friends who trusted him directly to their deaths with a flick of his wrist while he sat nice and safe from on high#nice and safe and protected from the realities of his violence / and perpetuated a great act of evil bc of his own complacency.#that he treats someone he cares abt more like a tool and never considers there is a real chance that for every battle he sends them into#they might never walk out of again - just as the vault sends scores of dragoons and knights to die needless deaths against dragons#and he only realizes this fact once someone else very well-acquainted with the cost of war points it out to him#HW's threads of 'you do not need to be intentionally evil or an asshole to perpetuate evil acts' is so good
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the journey of a writer is you begin writing just for the sake of writing and often hand wave details that aren't that important to you to get to the fun bits. then you decide you want to improve and you go through a rigorous process of thinking about lots of mechanics and abiding by sense and rationality, because the most damning insult to a piece of fiction is testing the reader's suspension of disbelief too much. this level of self criticism then colors the interpretation of other texts as well, where they are held to a particular standard where every detail must be perfectly logical, well researched, and contain no contradictions (cinema sins, if you will). nirvana is when you realize that doesn't matter and you go back to hand waving details that aren't that important to you.
#kat chats#i know i complained on my priv twitter abt smth like this but i just saw ANOTHER post of this caliber#i'm SO close to doing a deep dive on the suspension of disbelief and its merit as a method of literary criticism#spoiler alert i feel very strongly that if your criticism could be easily suspended through narrative buy in its not a valid critique#or at the very least the buck Does Not Stop at you not believing the author. you have to answer the question why#'it's not compelling because i'm not immersed' ok. why. what's broken the immersion#like. idk. sometimes there are interesting discussions to be had wrt narrative risk vs narrative payoff vs suspension of disbelief#and the fact of the matter is some narrative risk on the part of the author can lead to MUCH greater pay off#can lead to truly affecting art#and sometimes the narrative risk does not have a high enough reward to justify itself#sometimes this happens for only some people and other times this happens for large swathes of the population#shaping what literature we societally say is Good vs Bad#it's a good discussion to have in craft circles and to be aware of#but ultimately stories without narrative risk are almost meaningless. if they're even stories at all#and also sometimes your issue with suspension of disbelief comes down to pedantry#and forgive me but being a pedant does not make for good literary criticism#actually it makes you incredibly bad at it#you can't see the forest for the trees. you cant see the story for the extremely niche nitpicks that do nothing but buff your own ego#remind yourself that reading is not just a self indulgent exercise. you are entering a conversation where you have to listen for a long tim#and you must make meaning of all those words#you are not required to continue going through something that doesn't speak to you#anyways...
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